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the babe's life  ABBY HOTTY Grow older every 25June. I'm PAMPERED but not Spoilbrat.I need a personal fitness trainer as i gained weight fast!   MY MAN Grow older every 03Sept. So naughty, that I can never get enough of my arabic-indian-malay boy! Together since 160409  |
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its just the beginning
Sunday / 1/03/2010 02:42:00 PM
Its just the beginning, but i can foresee myself going trough more obstacles in months ahead in 2010...Right now, I feel the pressure every bits in me.
I really want to ease my mind... but i just cant. Coz i know it wont help to solve my problems. Easing my mind or I mean drink to drunk... is like running away from problems.
I have to accept the facts that this is the reality. I can't turn back time, i can't do anything to change something. There's alot of things which I'm lacking but i need the most.
I can't afford to bring myself down... or sulk or do anything which gonna hurt others. Doing that, is rubbing salt to the wound. Trying to be strong and positive thinking as well as open minded, is a big obstacles for me.
I'm just scared trying too hard, gonna led me to failure soon than anyone expected.
Since this is the way.. ill finish my task on earth with perseverance.
If this is what God gonna gave me... we do this together with an Open heart.
mylove.... I love you no matter what.
fat hope.
Friday / 1/01/2010 03:42:00 PM
I was hoping that my NYE celebration was different from any other days.I want it to be special, not the same as any other year celebration.
But it comes to an end when a commotion rises.
I dont know where or who to turn to..
I dont know what to do.
You left me speechless.
Seeing you walk away, is such a pain, as i really do want to spend the night with you. I really want to open my mouth to speak up and shout your name, stop you from going... but im left unspoken and unsaid.
Seeking forgiveness.... and the words that need to speak up are texted.
I understand how you feel.
I can put myself in your shoes.
I know what youre going true.
Im trying my best to be here for you. And i never stop encouraging and supporting you. I would'nt wanna see you in pain.
Enough is enough.
Please God... Im pleading you. Stop the pain. Start the harmony. Amin.
lets blog!
Wednesday / 12/30/2009 11:38:00 PM
After bloghopping.... I actually have the mood to blog. YESSS!Dear 9,
I actually not ready to let you go... but times wait for no man. In a blink of an eye, 10 comes along and sitting beside me to watch my life for a year.
You have been a good one for my personal life... but in financial wise, I dont think so.
I wanna thank you to be such a great number... coz of you, i moved on with my life... i graduate at ITE Clementi... i meet and make new friends, the wonderful parties I went with my friends and last but not least, the most precious God has given is my Special Lovely myLove, Lokman, which I never ask for more.
Not forgetting, memorable moments to Overseas trip.... special occasions... i still kept them safely with me in my memories.
I know you are tired and you need rest for another nine more years... so you will come with another friend of yours, 1.... but I need help from you.
Could you please tell 10, that I need him to help me to bring the good luck for my financial stability. There are some wishes which I really want, so.. I need money.
Tell 10 I need money to survive my life, and I promise not to be spendthrift. I need money to upgrade myself.
Tell 10... I want to a better daughter, friend and lover.
To a conclusion,
tell 10, bring all the good lucks for me and for others, so that we can make a better world.
Im sure you cant to rest but at the same time you gonna miss us.
But dont worry, we will meet up again in nine more years.
So.... thank you for all that happen.
Yours sincerely
Abby Hotty
busy-bee abby.
/ 12/30/2009 05:15:00 PM
It's so dusty in here.You guys may wonder where I've been, so... let me update a few things here.
Well, my days are covered with irregular shift working hours, that it seems im not into the cyberworld nor getting news updates, whats more being with my circle of friends. Waiting for Pay day is misery. Well, you can't enjoy to the fullest when you knew that your financial stability is not there.
So, to a conclusion, no money no talk.
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And, i met my beautiful GFs Farah and Shikin for dinner at Little India, but too bad GF Seri wasnt around as she need to attend some personal matters at JB.
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Ouh, I've missed the Happy Pills Babes Outing. Shit! First warning was issued by Ms Shida.... My bad, I didnt view your blog and at the same time my uncle was hospitalized. Sorry babes!
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My relationship with myLove is good just like we are on a ship on a smooth sailing day. Its only that sometimes we need to struggle and bear with the cold temperature when thunderstorm came. So.... usually its Sunshine day! and, i cant barely wait for our 1 year anniversary!
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NY is round the corner. So celeration of here and there is starting. But everything needs money! Here and there! Somehow, I need to scrimp and save just to survive for another month.
P/S: IVIC, please, i cant see myself working on New Year's Day. Please, remove me from that day which we stated on an agreement in the contract.... or you can jolly well put me No Show. Thank you.
long long longgg busy time.
Friday / 12/04/2009 09:28:00 PM
It's been a long time since i blog, it's sooooo dusty that i need to clean it with a vacuun cleaner.Alhamdullilah.... I have a part time job now at a call center. It's my 3rd day today, but so far so good. The job is good and the environment is acceptable for me. It's just that the venue is wayyy inside too much! I just imagine if I were to walk in the rain or under the scroching sun to go to work! And what's more, nowdays weather are unpredictable, so i carry a small umbrella whenever i go. + a sweater/shawl.
(I never be any Perfectionist like this)
With this job, I can spend quality time as well as earning money rather than I stay put at home facing the four walls.
I realise, some things in me has changed. Im not that Abbyhotty like I used to. I tend to be a lil bit quiet and tend not to approach. But one thing never change, my smile.
Without knowing, time wait for no man. I feel that I just graduated last month.... And, surprisingly, it's DECEMBER!
Not forgetting, wishing all the December babies a HAPPY GREAT BDAY!
Ouh, I was surprise to hear from a friend that Double O has no more Ladies night!!! That's the biggest shocking ever! You need to pay 10bucks NOW! OMG~ WTH!
The best thing was, I spend my Monday blues last week with my Dear GF and family!~Meeting them is a repay of "I miss you!"
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Within this few weeks, i really learn that to prevent some misunderstanding or any wrong doing.... the best way is, SOME THINGS ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID.
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Lastly, there's one thing, I can show off right now. I dont have the big family like most people have, but I have a boyfriend with a big heart to fill the empty souls in my heart.
I love you.
I love you GFs, BBFs and HPBs!
languages.
Saturday / 11/28/2009 08:58:00 PM
Nowdays, kids are changing the spelling of everything.Just look at your social network page, theres huge sum of words which have been misspelled, and it do get a little difficult for me to read and understand sometimes.
Things changed. Time changed. Cant deny that.
Here are some words that I observed.
1. Jyeah: It was supposingly to be Yeah, but i don't know why must the little phatetic J be there.
2. Kaw: If you pronounce it correctly, it doesn't sounds KAU. But it sounds KO.
3. Aqu: Why can't it just spelled as Aku
same goes to....
4. Naq: Why is the letter Q damn important that the K was being replaced.
5: Tawu: which its supposed to mean as Tahu/tau. I dont find a need the letter W there.
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So random.
i wonder.
Monday / 11/23/2009 04:59:00 PM
MAN....
Or...... MANCIK?
I assume nowdays man has changed.
Generally, woman are much more talkative and social when they meet their girlfriends. And we are also the genders who always report strength here and there, or I mean gossip. Eg. Suzy met Eric last few days with his mistress. And when it's time for Ladies Night Out, and happen to be her friends know Eric, and she would like to share that HOT topic with them.
But Things CHANGED. GUYS are having that too. BESIDES SOCCER. I mean, SOME GUYS.
Some guys, are sooooooo bad, they turned up to be worse than woman. Just imagine, a handsome man with a filthy mouth. Don't mention about "THE-WORLD-IS-HIS-TYPE-OF-MAN", they are in their own world before you knew.
At least, we ladies, we gossip about the things that HAS CONFIRMED HAPPENED, but they don't. Ouh well, like I say, the world has changed.
Another thing, when we girls gossip, we actually learn from each other and try to take the positive things, BUT GUYS DONT. THEY RUB SALT TO THE WOUND.
Ouh wellllllll.... Nothing new.